Gt drunk ytd. Crying in my room again. And you guys noe wad all I consumed was 1 fucking can of Tiger Beer tat’s all. ZAI rite? As for y I get my self inrto tis state was coz of another bitch called MISSYABBY. Damn her. Trying to snatch my bf and all. I didn’t even get my facts rite when I scold baby and wanted a breakup. ( After I cry my harts out for patch a few days back.) Gosh. I’m really irrational. Coz I went into baby friendster and saw tis gal reply him a test sae was, “ dun leave mi a msg, I onli accept testimonials. And b4 she left she said MISSES.” This is dog shit. Seriously. So I left her a msg saying tat I’m Ben gf & I told her to fuck off. She bloody thinks tat I’m transparent izzit? Afetr sending tat bitch a msg I straightaway msg baby for breakup. Haiis. Den I called Wei Qi and cried again. Alamak. I shld hear baby explanation first. He said tat it was his friend who left a msg for tat ga, not him. I trust baby! I really do. I believe tat he truly love mi luh. It was my temper tat cant be controlled. After tat I wanted to go Wei Qi n her stead place for a drink. After bathing and all, I SNEAK out of my bloody hse. And here comes the “Lucky” moment, my dad caught mi red handed luh! Nabeii!! Thus he took away my hse’s key and lock mi inside my hse. I went back room and cry again. Curse and Swear like nobody business. If he give mi my rights to stay overnight or give mi a bit mre freedom, do I even need to resort to this kind of underhand means just to get out if my hse? Use his brains to think luh! They always think tat they are right, always giving mi the best they could to protect mi from harm. Oh yeah, 18 yrs old le but I am still being tied up. This is their so-called FREEDOM? Com’on luh! Get a life dudes!! This is not protecting mi, they are just trying to drive mi to my grave luh. If they give mi mre trust I’m sure I wun turn out to be so rebellious le. Back to baby issue, after quite some time, he kept callin mi and I die die also dun wan to listen. Instead I keep drinking the whole can in 1 shot. I shouldn’t hv done tat. When I was drunk I look like a bloody retard with all the pimples on my face. Baby actually took cab and came to my hse just to sort things out. He waited dwnstair for mi and still, I was so stubborn to pick up his call. After tat he called mi saying tat he is coming up. He explained everything to me and scold mi for drinking so much. ( It is only 1 can my dear) When I was drunk, I broke my glass hahas. I forget wadd happen after tat already. All I rmb is tat ask baby go home. Haiis. I noe tat I’m damn mean, I knew it. Sorrie I should hv thrown my tantrum b4 I get m facts rite.. WAD A CRAZY NIGHT.. but even I was drunk, I knew tat deep in my hart I am yearning for baby’s hug… =((

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